some girl kissed him. Some narrow minded, pathetic, disgusting, simple minded, chavvy little girl, who has NO IDEA what she has done!
this is a way of letting out my anger
letting out my devastion my hurt, everything that is making me want to go to sleep and never wake up.
i just want to wake up and it to all be over :/
Friday, 19 November 2010
Wednesday, 10 November 2010
The reason.
I needed a way of releasing. A way of throwing all my anger out of my system without offending the people close to me. This is why i created my blog.
Im a teenager with more worries and stresses than Gordon Brown on steroids.
A family who are work-aholics.
A brother at university.
A boyfriend who is constantly lying to me.. yet ive been with him for over a year.. which for my age group is like completing the marathon.
Today was another lie. Talking to a girl that i am once again jealous of.
The thing about me is, im the most jealous person you'll ever meet.. but i stand by the theory that being jealous shows you care and you're scared of losing someone or something.
I wish i wasnt. But im not going to like the fact some girl is saying my boyfriends amazing. Because he is.. but only to me. I know thats obsessive.. and jealous.. but thats me.
When i love something i want it to stay.
So thats why im here. Because im tired of crying. Im tired of being scared to tell him i know incase it causes an argument.. i know this wont stop the arguments.. possibly cause more.. but i need to get away from it and release.
So thats it.. my first post :)
ive probably not done this right.. but ive released everything inside of me and now i feel..weightless?
<3
Im a teenager with more worries and stresses than Gordon Brown on steroids.
A family who are work-aholics.
A brother at university.
A boyfriend who is constantly lying to me.. yet ive been with him for over a year.. which for my age group is like completing the marathon.
Today was another lie. Talking to a girl that i am once again jealous of.
The thing about me is, im the most jealous person you'll ever meet.. but i stand by the theory that being jealous shows you care and you're scared of losing someone or something.
I wish i wasnt. But im not going to like the fact some girl is saying my boyfriends amazing. Because he is.. but only to me. I know thats obsessive.. and jealous.. but thats me.
When i love something i want it to stay.
So thats why im here. Because im tired of crying. Im tired of being scared to tell him i know incase it causes an argument.. i know this wont stop the arguments.. possibly cause more.. but i need to get away from it and release.
So thats it.. my first post :)
ive probably not done this right.. but ive released everything inside of me and now i feel..weightless?
<3
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