Alone

Who can I trust. What is the world without having friends. ComPanions. Someone to love. Ill tell you what it is.. It's fucking miserable. It's my life at the moment, I have absolutely no idea who I can trust, I've never felt so empty in my life. Just.. Numb. Noone would care if I disappeared. I've never considered it so much until now. I'd be so much happier alone, noone to have to trust, noone to backstab to me. Yes it would be lonely but atleast I'd be more certain of myself. I don't even know myself anymore. Im not me anymore. I'm just.. Empty. Just alone. I need help. And I need it soon.. Or this may be my last ever blog.. Forever.